Friday, March 31, 2006



Minority Report


More shops in Singapore should be more accommodating to people who work ten to nine like me =D (as the Javanese put it best, "sa'karepé dhéwé"). Well, early birds get the worms, people!

But maybe they are not interested in worms. And majority are either non-working people who go shopping after eleven or working people who go shopping after seven and go to bed at eleven, so I'm outvoted.

And my favourite got voted out of American Idol last night, too. Aargh. Frankly speaking, better she leaves than Kath, but then better Ace than either of them, and better Bucky than Ace. Uhm, sorry, guys. Disclaimer: this is a personal opinion and in no way reflect that of other people's, otherwise last night wouldn't have happened, right.

Finally got a little breather after two pretty hectic weeks. This week is due to last-minute assignment work, but last week is my honeymooning friend's visit, so it's a happy hecticness. =) Don't feel like blogging about that now, and photos are in her camera. I took photos with mine too but the living creatures in there, if any, are not us. See.



Photos are taken at Chinese Garden, by the way. Nice place.



Thursday, March 30, 2006



Strip


(click on the image to view the original size)

Above comic strip is courtesy of uComics (hope they don't mind). They do a rotation of Calvin and Hobbes and also feature the latest strips of quite a number of series, up to 14 days. I follow Foxtrot from there too.

Those are of course for entertainment purpose but I was pleasantly surprised at the occasional profound wisdom, like this one. And people who don't read much news like me* can sometimes find out the latest happenings from what mischief Jason Fox is currently up to.


* Language-freak rambling:
I wonder if it gets across correctly. Does "people who don't read much news like me" imply that I read much news or that I don't? Should I say "people who don't read much news like I don't"? =P





(8) Currently learning:

Celine Dion - I Know What Love Is

Rembrandts - I'll Be There For You [Friends]



Tuesday, March 21, 2006



Benchmarks


From an Integrated Solutions & Systems article:

"Performance can be measured many ways. As the saying goes: there are lies, damn lies and then there are benchmarks."

It's nice to get such amusement when doing this.



Monday, March 20, 2006



Light


The more you feel down, the more you need to smile...

Today's not much of a feel-good day. First thing in the morning, spent a long time waiting for the bus (33 can be such a pain in the mornings) while I'm impatient to get to some unfinished work. Then spent the whole day chasing bugs in the aforementioned work. Went to lunch reluctantly, so got impatient some more queueing for food.

Then overheard a guy queueing in front of me mentioning to his friend that he went to Singapore Idol audition on Saturday; the friend was surprised, and the guy quickly clarified that it wasn't him [who auditioned], that he was just being a supporter. That made me grin. And my face felt much lighter. (Thanking them now in retrospect since of course it would be very freaky to actually thank them back then.)

When I went back to work after that I got a bit more relaxed, so chatted a bit and smiled some more and felt better in general. Should be grateful for friends. And for strangers too, as it proves out to be. Of course this method has an overhead on my work too, but Phil Collins (or his mother) says You Can't Hurry Love, so maybe You Can't Hurry Bugs either?

(Nah, that's just my excuse to slack.)



Thursday, March 16, 2006



Article


On a whim, wrote an article on poetry writing today. Interested parties can find it here.



Wednesday, March 15, 2006



Pervasive


Today's seminar is the second talk that I've seen putting "Assorted pictures from Google" as a reference. Now that's convenient. I mean, I've written a few drafts that could have had a one-line bibliography that is {\url{http://www.google.com/}}. But being on the readers' side half of the time, I certainly won't advocate that, except for maybe pictures or things we all needn't find again later.

Still, it's quite impressive how we can take that name for granted nowadays, like, if a friend asks where to find such-and-such, instead of telling him the website I can just give him the keyword to google for. (And I don't need to hyperlink that too.)

Found an amusing quote from today's talk too, commenting on how difficult it is to get information (for R&D purpose) from chip manufacturers:

"We should hire the KGB or the mafia to steal fab data."
-- Lou Scheffer (Cadence)

Seeing as it might not go into Google's listing, I'd better give proper crediting here... The talk I've been referring to is a CS Seminar in SoC, given by visiting professor Patrick H. Madden from SUNY, on the topic of Design for Manufacturability.

Winamp is playing Because, Elliot Smith's rendition, originally by Beatles. I still don't know what they're talking (or thinking) about, but I find the puns very, very interesting:


Because the world is round, it turns me on
Because the world is round...
Because the wind is high, it blows my mind
Because the wind is high...

Love is old, love is new
Love is all, love is you

Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry
Because the sky is blue...


Been hearing that their songs have insinuations about drugs, and this one in particular seems unstable enough for that, but they're lost on me anyway. =P It's totally possible that the song is simply about someone who's awed by how beautiful love has made his life. A great song nevertheless.



Monday, March 13, 2006



Resonance


Do you know, yesterday
leaves covered the grassed ground
in an unbroken patch of autumn colours
beside the pathway that I walked?

Do you know, they've put up a nice poem
on that AIDS poster,
above the water cooler
I frequent every morning?

Whether you know
because you'd been with me,
or I'd thought of bringing my camera,
or you're reading this right now --

I've been searching for that someone forever
to see the beautiful things I see
hear the same beautiful sounds I hear
and share every little bit I feel

Someone I find only in myself,
someone I find scattered
in many a different friend,

Someone I'll never find complete,
but you know, what I find while searching
is just as beautiful.



Saturday, March 11, 2006



Harmony


You can take any coincidence and make up reasons why it's the way it is... or you can waive any reasoning and say it's a coincidence -- so which one is it? Edogawa Conan says there is only one truth, but whatever, all these fall into the category of 'thinking too much'. =)

Just found out that Ronan Keating once recorded a duet of Father and Son with the writer of the song, Yusuf Islam (Cat Stevens). You can stream it from this site and also read the background story there.

It's a very nice clip, and I love the music arrangement. I've never properly appreciated Ronan's vocal before, so to hear him sing two different pitches there, wooh. And watch out for the second part where Yusuf joined in to sing a lower accompaniment -- the harmony just moved me. (I might be over-reacting since I like this song a lot, but anyway, just watch it yourself. =P)



Friday, March 10, 2006



Idolisation


Anyone else think Will Makar from this season's AI looks very much like Jake Gyllenhaal? Before he grew all that facial hair. I would have wanted him to stay on the show just because of that (shallow! -- but he does have a good crooning voice too). Too bad he didn't make it to next week.


Will Makar (left) -- photo courtesy of idolonfox
Jake Gyllenhaal (right) -- photo courtesy of IMDb

A lot of disappointments for me this week... a tough group to shed to begin with, though I do have a few evil preferences as to who should leave (but didn't). Certainly not Ayla -- coolest, prettiest girl on board by my taste. Only no longer on board. ~~^_^~~ Not the best vocalist I think, but she does sing well and is physically very attractive, especially while playing basketball in that video. =D

And Gedeon, yesterday as I watched I thought he might be the one with the best vocal among the guys. Again, by my taste, since I like rich, smooth vocals. Like Mandisa's. Kellie's voice is uncomfortable on my ears somehow, so you know who one of those evil preferences is. =P Maybe because I'm not a guy or just a matter or taste, but I don't find her as lovely as the judges do.

Whom I do find lovely, is the sweet little Lisa Tucker. Plus that amazing voice (though a bit below Mandisa right now, I think), she's my current favourite. I've been sympathizing with Taylor since the auditions for some unfathomable reasons, but somehow I don't think he will make it to the very top. But he is enjoyable to watch, so the longer he stays the better. =D

It's still early though, and these people are all talented and very likable (aside from the abovementioned negative thoughts), so expect fluctuations in the future. =)



(8) Currently learning:

Boyzone - Father and Son



Thursday, March 09, 2006



感动


感动

主唱:
张卫健 / 周华健
专辑:
张卫健的主题曲
[ 百度 MP3 ]


还记得吗浪花卷起的梦
人生难免潮起又潮落
永不褪色是你温暖笑容
陪我走过每一个角落

当生命像烟火_在夜空一闪而过

不需要轰轰烈烈
永远不熄不灭_是我的感动

就算今朝一别各自奔西东流浪
是你让我的梦长出了翅膀飞翔
距离让孤单的心变得坚强
不管走多远 _心紧靠 _步伐充满力量

曾经想要拥抱雨后彩虹
岁月让泪水慢慢枯竭
青春不老是你沧桑的脸
一路风雨中_边走边唱

当生命像烟火
_在夜空一闪而过
不需要轰轰烈烈
永远不熄不灭 _是我的感动

就算再也不能守在你身旁陪伴
只要抬头看着天空那一片蓝天
闭上眼睛随着思念在心跳之间
轻轻呼唤 _距离再不会遥远

就算今朝一别各自奔西东流浪
是你让我的梦长出了翅膀飞翔
距离让孤单的心变得坚强
不管走多远_心紧靠 _步伐充满力量

就算再也不能守在你身旁陪伴
只要抬头看着天空那一片蓝天
闭上眼睛随着思念在心跳之间
轻轻呼唤 _心紧靠 _步伐充满力量



就如它的主題一樣﹐一首使人感動的歌。初次是在 Channel V 看到它的 MV ﹐被演出的故事非常吸引﹕

张卫健演的角色﹐為了照顧心智能力极低的弟弟﹐放棄了自己享受生活的機會﹔喜歡上的女孩也沒時間去追。

有一天他帶弟弟到一家餐館慶祝生日﹐遇到了他喜歡的那位女孩跟別的男人在一起。他心裡難過﹐弟弟又不懂事的搞亂﹐使平常很耐心的他發了脾氣。但一發後看到弟弟想哭的表情﹐結果還是不忍心生他的氣。

那位女孩子看到了﹐便明白了他的情況﹐然而在故事的結局﹐不但對他關心﹐也幫他照顧弟弟。

覺得這首歌本來很有意義﹐指在生命中一直支持我們的人們。就算已經各走各路﹐知道他們還是不斷的為我們加油。

再加上這種背景故事﹐覺得它的意思變的更完美﹕就是說﹐我們的心裡感動不單是別人對我們的關心觸動的﹐而更重要是我們對他人付出而蒸發。

關心本來就是一種付出﹔有的人看來只是個負擔﹐一直為他犧牲﹐他卻沒為我們付出過什麼。可是為了某個理由﹐我們始終還是關心他。只因為他的存在對我們是重要的﹐不需要有什麼表面的支持﹐我們擁有的這一份感情也已經成為了我們的力量。



Wednesday, March 08, 2006



Straightforward


Today's post is going to be long and weird. The working title is "Ode to My Watch" a.k.a. "A Watch's Life". I want to tell it anyway, so you're free to leave. =/

After a long struggle, I finally abandoned my old watch today. =P One I've been wearing (with some off periods) since... primary school? Don't really remember. Gosh, I'm really, really, very attached to it. It has a sentimental value since my mother bought it for me -- as with everything I owned at that age, but I've grown to appreciate this sort of thing and I still have this watch now, so.

On top of that I really like it because it has both analog and digital, so I can read time off the analog and set the digital at day/date display (I do forget these, you know). It also has stopwatch and alarm functions, though the alarm has gone mute a long time ago.

The appearance itself is very ordinary. The straps are black and made of plastic; the analog surface is white with golden hands and golden markings, no numbers. It's easy to tell time at a glance, and that's the way I like my watches. To me they are gadgets, like cell phones. They should be good looking, but in a simple, clean way, and practical first of all. (What a demanding fuss, you say.)

As I was saying, I've struggled a lot with this watch. The transparent plastic cover is scratched all over and has a small superglue stain where it once fell off. The straps are not the original ones -- those were broken and I had them replaced. The buttons have gotten a bit stuck. Just a few months ago it hit a pavement (along with me =P) and the joint (don't know how to call it actually) broke. Superglue didn't quite work so I used a thin wire to hold the body and the strap together and then tried to cover the ugliness with black cloth tape. Fufufu.

Then the analog hands got stuck, so I, with a little misguided confidence that "what I can dismantle I can put together", pried it open to fix it. They were un-stuck all right, but I might have messed up the power connection because now they don't tick. >_< So I settle with reading the time from the digital display, which is still working fine.

When I went home for my friend's wedding, I asked my father if he could take it to a shop to get the analog fixed. While I thought surely some shop could do it, I doubted they would, because the watch was already so old. Anyway, during the time I was home (where the watch was bought, by the way) I spent my time running here and there for the wedding preparation, and without my knowing my father went and bought a new watch for me. Woh.

Now of course that gives my new watch a great sentimental value too. It also looks much nicer, obviously, silver and marble pink and sparkling new and a much more artistic design. The thing is, it has only analog, none of the features that my old one has, and is more difficult to read. So at first I wear it only for casual occasions and still wear my old watch to work and class.

Then yesterday my D.I.Y. connecting wire broke, for the second time actually, so I thought it might be time to finally let go. =P Well, I'm still not throwing it away (there are very few things I would throw away, in fact), so who knows, it may get revived again one day. 6_6


Trying to get used to my new watch now. Well, for the short time I've gotten hold of it I've already gone D.I.Y. on this one too, shortening the straps (it's some metal now, the 'chain-link' model instead of the old 'belt' model) by myself, breaking and gluing back two joints in the process. =P

Am still having little regrets for the old one, though. Today as I saw the clock in the classroom I thought it was a really nice clock. Clean white background, shiny black hands, black numbers, slick font too -- easy to read and easy on the eyes. We should have more straightforward beauties like that.

Just my thought, anyway.


(8) Currently learning:

李聖杰 - 痴心絕對
张卫健/周华健 - 感动
许慧欣 - 幸福的味道



Tuesday, March 07, 2006



Beautiful


It's so windy today, leaves are everywhere on the streets. Not that I'm complaining, because then it wasn't so hot when I walked, and they make a pretty view when they're falling. Kind of morbidly romantic, huh?

Stayed up late last night watching the 78th Academy Awards. Really glad Eka told me about Crash and got me to watch it with her last year -- I wonder why its publicity was so silent. I haven't watched most of the other nominees so I can't compare, but this movie does deserve the award if only for the concept it presents.

Relived my love for Pride and Prejudice too, and Keira Knightley. Stayed up even later googling her pictures. ^^ But then I found out she's been, ehm, baring a lot of skin (understatement), and that disappointed me a little (just a little), because I love Elizabeth Bennet, and I love Keira's portrayal of her, and since I haven't watched the other adaptations, hers is the face I associate with the character. And as her own person, I do love the way she laughs (the teeth-baring semi-grin), her expressions that look so free. I guess that's the thing about idols, I should just look at what's wonderful about her and not care much about the rest.


Keira Knightley (left) - photo courtesy of photoscelebrites.online.fr
Rachel Weisz (right) - photo courtesy of IMDb


Just realized who Rachel Weisz is. So beautiful, that lady! I think it must be the smile, since I don't remember being that mesmerized when I watched Constantine. I didn't know her at that time, but if I had thought she was beautiful I would have remembered (like I did with Zeta-Jones in Ocean's Twelve, but strangely I didn't find her memorable in other pictures).

Right, enough gushing. Or maybe to balance I'll talk a bit about the other gender... I sort of have a soft spot for Jake Gyllenhaal (what spelling) in Donnie Darko, and after watching that one, years after its release, I wondered where he'd been. So when I heard of Brokeback Mountain I was glad he's still around. (photo courtesy of IMDb)

Hm, I'm surprised at myself for talking this much about celebrities. =D I never knew much about the latest happenings and such, which is why you find me talking about them only now. That's probably going to change. And maybe in the next few days you'll find me blogging about American Idol. =D Till then.



Monday, March 06, 2006



Heavy


It's been heavy lately, this mind,
weighed down by regrets and preferences,
as if worries weren't enough
to fill this narrow world.

I thought I loved myself
but perhaps I'd been
in rather the wrong way.

With time chasing me out of the present
I made up a vague thing to run after
just to find me a direction.

And my search for peace,
if it ever started at all,
got abandoned along the road somehow.

It's been heavy lately, this heart,
shaken by streams uncoursed,
the false self-reconciliation
by blaming it on something or other.

I thought I could be kind
but it seems even the best intentions
need to know the art.

Too many decisions unmade
of what to do or to feel
while time, and everything else, just move on.

Feels like wandering around the edge
of despair unacknowledged all this time
a fear of life itself.


---

You say - go slow
I fall behind...
- Cindy Lauper, "Time After Time"


First


I've been wanting to try blogger, but only now find the opportunity while easyjournal, my usual host, is down. Talk about going with the stream. =P I also want to customize this page, which is something I cannot do with the free edition of easyjournal, but obviously I need to find the next opportunity, ha. Just a matter of mood.

Dropped by Eka's blog and got interested in the book "The Devil and Miss Prym" along with Kahlil Gibran's short story "Satan" that she mentioned. The book I may never get to read since I've been refraining from borrowing more books while I have enough unread novels at home and even more readings I should be doing for my research instead of thinking of those novels. But the short story I saved (she gave the link) and hopefully I'll get to it one of these days. It's alarming how most my readings and writings go on screen nowadays. I'd better get started on Pokka carrot juice again soon.

Next post will be right after, a rather gloomy one that I have intended to post on easyjournal. You know, this is actually an inserted introductory post just to avoid starting off on a negative tone. =P Also intend to be more 'blog-ey' here than I've been 'journal-ey' on easyjournal (which means updating often with meaningless posts rather than updating rarely with heavy writings) but that remains to be seen. With my writing speed (or rather, editing intensity) I think I still won't be posting regularly but only when I really get the drive to.