Theory of Happiness

When I didn't pause to think, when I just went with the flow,
I fell hard when things swerved off course.
When I started reasoning, when I started justifying,
I was full of spite trying to defend my pride.
When I analyzed situations, when I sought solutions,
I guess I simply didn't love enough to forgive.

When I stop asking life to play nice,
when I stop holding you responsible for my feelings...
I finally remember that happiness never does have a philosophy.

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Shiina Ringo, "Koufukuron (Theory of Happiness)"
-- Adapted from the translation by Emily Horner


When I searched for true happiness,
I started to think I wanted to love and be loved in return;
and then I caught on to your strength, and the weakness you try to hide.
I burn with energy at how you laugh and cry honestly
at the flow of time and the color of the sky,
as if you don't wish for anything more.

True happiness cannot always be seen;
it was right by my side, and I didn't even notice.
But when I realized that what my numb fingers needed was your familiar hand,
I decided I wouldn't mind trying a little
to protect your melody,
and all your words and philosophy.

Because I love you just the way you are, laughing and crying honestly
at the flow of time and the color of the sky
as if you don't wish for anything more--
I'll do what it takes to protect your melody,
and all your words and philosophy.
Just the fact that you're alive here, that's happiness.